its been about 2 months since my most recent post and all i can say is that life is literally a dumpster fire. i have never been so...

the first FULL week of school was a lot. i have never felt so tired. the good thing is that my workload is much lighter than last year so...

soooo it was the first day of school! the past couple of days i had an end of the summer party, senior sunrise, and uiuc tour. and today...

ok so basically this is like the last couple of days of happiness before the worst part of high school arrives. thursday i had a cute...

so once again past few days were uneventful. i went to school earlier today for readiness day and it was actually crazy to see the class...

uh i literally have the memory of a goldfish. nothing super eventful has happened. OMG I WENT TO A SEWING CLASS ON SUNDAY. my mom forced...

i have a funny little way of making myself miserable. just the consequences of my own actions what can i do. yesterday was a bleh day...

with the common app officially opening up, so many people have been crazy stressed about college. and its making me so. paranoid. like...

ok there is a LOT i need to catch up on 1) my laptop straight up broke so i havent been able to do anything on it 2) i have been busy...

i feel like gray is kinda a normal color and thats how the past 2 days have been. like i really dont know what to write about cause it...

things r starting to get super busy i can feel it. so yesterday i didnt post but i was just with a friend and did a lot of driving...

AHHHH YAY! just such a happy and amazing and great day. went to the movie with a special someone so that was obviously great. then me and...

oops i didnt journal yesterday. my moms best friend stayed over for a day so i was very busy and spending time with her. we went outside...

blue is my favorite color so whenever i always associate blue with my favorite things. today i spent the day with one of my favorite...

woke up at literally 4 am with a head splitting headache and then hopped into the car for my journey to umich. ended up passing out for 4...

tbh i have a headache and have to wake up early so i will finish this tomorrow ok its the next day and i have no recollection of what...

eh normal day. i was sorta productive? but also not really. im excited for friday though cause im going to michigan and i really need to...

yellow cause happy!!! super good day today. was super productive and hung out with friends :)) it did hit me though that i am really...

just no. today was a no.

good day!!! went to the gym, did some work, hung out with friends, and took a life changing nap. still had some rough patches but overall...